How did it come to this and how do I deal with it?
Posted: Sun Jun 14, 2015 9:11 am
Hi everyone. I have been feeling so frustrated and confused for the last 1 1/2 years and I finally started looking on the Internet for answers and I discovered this forum. It looks as if it might not be very active but I hope some people respond. Ok...here it goes...
I am in a BDSM Daddy/babygirl type of relationship and yes he is old enough to be my father. He is also my boss! I also have two play mates involved in this relationship. When I met daddy, he had me tested for STD's after he had tested my BJ skills and decided I have an acceptable one and could be trained to adapt to exactly how he liked them. So, after my test got back and I was clear, he said, "I'm going to have vaginal sex with you, but only for a few minutes." Well, I am very small and he is above average and it was uncomfortable for us both. He had me finish him orally. The next time we met he took me to the toy store and bought me three different sized butt plugs and said he wanted me to start small and work up over four weeks and that when I could take the one that was his size to be ready for anal and that in the meantime, I could please him orally. He never reciprocated so I was left without having an orgasm.
Well, I worked diligently on training my anus and was ready for him in the 30 days. I was able to relax and it was an enjoyable experience and he came, but I didn't and I wasn't allowed to orgasm. Then afterwards he told me to go off my birth control because I wouldn't be needing it.
I started getting frustrated because I was no longer getting vaginal sex and expressed my need for it. His response was to buy me a Sybian and bought strap-ins for my play mates. Neither of them have anal or vaginal from him...they are only there to give him oral and to play with me.
So here I am 1 1/2 years into this relationship and I don't know what to do! He is sooooooo very generous, I'd say he's spent at least $500k on me, buying me a house and a new car. I finally confronted him about why no vaginal, why doesn't he give me orgasms and he said I will have to learn how to orgasm from anal and I will never get vaginal penetration again unless it's from my machine or from strapons with my play mates.
About six months ago I said I wanted to see my ex boyfriend who was coming to town and he said to go ahead, but I couldn't have anal with him. I didn't. But the next day he seemed to get jealous and said "you are not allowed to date boys anymore, I own you." And I said "but we never have vaginal sex!" And his answer was "it doesn't matter. I bought all of you and if I don't want to use part of you, that's my right. " what do I do?
I am in a BDSM Daddy/babygirl type of relationship and yes he is old enough to be my father. He is also my boss! I also have two play mates involved in this relationship. When I met daddy, he had me tested for STD's after he had tested my BJ skills and decided I have an acceptable one and could be trained to adapt to exactly how he liked them. So, after my test got back and I was clear, he said, "I'm going to have vaginal sex with you, but only for a few minutes." Well, I am very small and he is above average and it was uncomfortable for us both. He had me finish him orally. The next time we met he took me to the toy store and bought me three different sized butt plugs and said he wanted me to start small and work up over four weeks and that when I could take the one that was his size to be ready for anal and that in the meantime, I could please him orally. He never reciprocated so I was left without having an orgasm.
Well, I worked diligently on training my anus and was ready for him in the 30 days. I was able to relax and it was an enjoyable experience and he came, but I didn't and I wasn't allowed to orgasm. Then afterwards he told me to go off my birth control because I wouldn't be needing it.
I started getting frustrated because I was no longer getting vaginal sex and expressed my need for it. His response was to buy me a Sybian and bought strap-ins for my play mates. Neither of them have anal or vaginal from him...they are only there to give him oral and to play with me.
So here I am 1 1/2 years into this relationship and I don't know what to do! He is sooooooo very generous, I'd say he's spent at least $500k on me, buying me a house and a new car. I finally confronted him about why no vaginal, why doesn't he give me orgasms and he said I will have to learn how to orgasm from anal and I will never get vaginal penetration again unless it's from my machine or from strapons with my play mates.
About six months ago I said I wanted to see my ex boyfriend who was coming to town and he said to go ahead, but I couldn't have anal with him. I didn't. But the next day he seemed to get jealous and said "you are not allowed to date boys anymore, I own you." And I said "but we never have vaginal sex!" And his answer was "it doesn't matter. I bought all of you and if I don't want to use part of you, that's my right. " what do I do?