## OVERVIEW
I have become a size-queen it would seem, and am very keen to source a toy(s) for anal stretching & depth training / riding / depth play.
That said, this lady remains on her anal training journey for stretching also.
Goal is to get to the BIG toys one day (EG: Mr Hankeys Toys / _BOSS HOGG_), but so far can only "entertain" up to ( `diameter: 1.55 " / 39.37 mm` | `circumference: 4.869 " / 123.68 mm` ) "guests" (toys) at present.
My current "main event companion" toy is a [Neo Elite By Blush® | Neon Blue: 7.5-Inch Long Dildo](https://blushvibe.com/products/neo-elit ... 8866706603).
This is a fun toy, exciting for the stretch and the depth, however I am looking for something _longer_.
Either at this same diameter spec, or better still, with another graduation in diameter (after the tip is in.)
Extra points if realistic / semi-realistic phallic or tentacle shape, or something that will stimulate the prostate in some capacity.
Vaginal play is not a consideration, for this query.
I did get the [PinkCherry Lucky Dick Realistic 10.5 Inch Dildo](https://www.pinkcherry.ca/products/pink ... 10-5-dildo).
However, was left disappointed / frustrated after not being able to "mount" or "ride" it (owing to it being too "bendy" / posable for my solo-play needs.)
An initial search suggests options exist, but generally are larger in diameter than I can presently accommodate.
Please consider and advise on alternative options?
Help a needy lady / budding "size-queen" out?
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## REQ SPECS
### Material:
Silicone, please & thank you.
### Girth:
`diameter: 1.55 " / 39.37 mm`
`circumference: 4.869 " / 123.68 mm`
Something that starts smaller or at this, and graduates to larger is OK also, assuming enough length to "mount" / "stretch" before a drastic change in diameter.
### Size Range
Something to make a newbie "size queen" blush.
<3### Length
8"+ / 203.2 mm+, (ideally 10"+ / 254 mm+).
### Width
See "girth" section above.
### Weight
Nothing too heavy to be unwieldly one-handed / free-standing.
### Shape
phallic, or tentacle
### Firmness
Not "floppy" or "squishy", needs to stand upright independently (with some flex / bend is fine.)
### Level of texture
Some texture is OK, not primary area of consideration.
### Level of realism
realistic or semi-realistic
### Color
Preference "progression":
"Girly" or trans-flag colors ideal > pride colors > neon > bold > black / brown > nude / flesh tone
### Price range
Up-to ~$125 CAD for reasonable value / quality.
### Country you are shopping for/in
Canada, west coast.
### Tell us what you've previously tried and if/why it worked or did not work for you.
#### DID WORK
[Neo Elite By Blush® | Neon Blue: 5.5-Inch Long Dildo](https://blushvibe.com/products/neo-elit ... 8866018475)
- spec
- diameter: `tip: 1 " / 25 mm --> base: 1.25 " / 31.75 mm`
- length: `5.5 " / 139.7 mm`
- warm-up toy, fun color, good stretch from initial state, very fun and feels great, though quickly become "eager" to "size up" after warm-up, able to stand independently (via suction cup)
- nice graduation of diameter
[Neo Elite By Blush® | Neon Blue: 7.5-Inch Long Dildo](https://blushvibe.com/products/neo-elit ... 8866706603)
- spec:
- diameter: `tip: 1.25 " / 31.75 mm --> base: 1.55 " / 39.37 mm`
- length: `7.5 " / 190.5 mm`
- main-event toy, fun color, good feels, graduated stretch, and improved length, able to stand independently (via suction cup)
- nice graduation of diameter, and a clear companion progression from the previously listed Neo Elite
- want to "size-up" from this to next option(s)
- another "organic" progression is ideal
#### DID NOT WORK
[PinkCherry Lucky Dick Realistic 10.5 Inch Dildo](https://www.pinkcherry.ca/products/pink ... 10-5-dildo)
- looks / feels excitingly _BIG_ in the hand (finally getting into size-queen territory?), realistic shape / color, able to stand independently (via suction cup)
- spec:
- diameter, `tip/base: 1.55 " / 39.37 mm`
- length: `10.5 " / 266.7 mm`
- proved too challenging to "mount" for solo-play (riding), kept "squishing out / bending off" instead of slipping in (for anal riding play)
- something like this, but firmer / non-posable would be ideal
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