First off, beg you pardon if my English sounds awkward. Been studying it for quite a while, but that doesn't make me a native speaker. And second, I'm not anal only and don't think I will be anytime soon (or ever), but I still feel very comfortable around people who are
So, here's what brought me here: I've been into anal play for all my adult life, although I've only been able to live it up during the last 7 years, ever since I'm with my beloved husband. For most of my life, I thought of anal sex as something deviant, if not perverted. Yeah ikr, sorry about that
. It's probably due to the way I've been socialised. Not much talking about sex, let alone sexual practices that go beyond vanilla. When I was a teen, the internet was still very new, so the first time I visited a porn website, I was already in my 20ies. The first time I saw a penis-in-asshole picture, I was almost shocked. It was a true revelation, a bit like learning that the earth ain't flat 
. Frankly, I hadn't known that heterosexual anal sex was really a thing. It felt so good to see I wasn't the only "pervert" out there 
. However, back then I was with someone who was very much grossed out by poop, so suggesting anal to him didn't even cross my mind. I was really afraid of being turned down be the person I loved. So my anal experience was limited to, you know, sticking my vibrator up there when he wasn't home. Rather frustrating, but back then I didn't know better. When I met my now husband, I was pretty much blown away by his sexual openness. As in, he asked me to masturbate in front of him so he could watch and learn how to please me. Admittedly, I was very inhibited at first, but that quickly subsided when I realized he did not judge me. So eventually, I admitted to him that I was turned on by all things anal. He was really cool, like "oh, right, then why don't we give it a try?" And we did. He was amazing. Hell, it was amazing, and yet I've always struggled to admit to myself (and to him) exactly how much I liked being, well, fucked in my ass
. That is, until I found this website. Guys, you really helped me accept my sexual preference to a much larger degree than I ever thought possible. I talked about it with my husband, and guess what - he wasn't surprised at all to hear I'm actually a little anal slut 
. So yeah, even though we're not gonna go anal only (he loves my pussy way too much for that), he now usually comes in my rear, which I truly relish. You have helped me to accept my true sexual nature. So - thank you for sharing your experiences, it really can help people like me come to terms with their sexuality.Greetings from Austria!
