New here from New England... long time AO
Posted: Mon Jan 06, 2020 2:52 pm
A fine hello to this lovely group!
I am a single lady, 43 in New England, US. My story begins at a very young age, just before puberty, where I found that things placed anally felt amazing. I felt ashamed, as this was not considered “normal” for a young lady. So I hid my insertions. Pencils, pens, markers, hairbrush handles. I never used my pussy ever. It just didn’t feel the same. The anal sensations were incredible. As I went through my teens & 20s, sex was sex. I found it difficult to orgasm. Rarely was there anal, but when there was, & it was long enough, I would have the most mind-bending orgasms (with clit stimulation).
It wasn’t until I met my first Dom at 28 that my world changed. He trained me as an anal submissive and it was a true awakening. I was allowed to reveal my anal desires and became enthralled in this world. Plugged constantly when not in use, my ass became the center of my sexuality. Anal training every night, used two or three times a day, enemas, always plugged. It was a life I thrived in. Yet not all relationships last and after a few years we parted. It wasn’t until my mid-30s that I found a second Dom, anal only as well. A year of bliss, back where I should be, constantly used & plugged. He introduced the idea of pierced & locked vaginal chastity and at first I couldn’t ever imagine it. But he planted the seed and it has grown into a strong desire. As well as orgasm control and denial, which at first was challenging but drove me deeper into anal and submission.
After that relationship ended, I tried to escape this life. I tried to deny it. I’ve had several regular relationships and all failed. It’s been 6 years and I finally understand now that AO isn’t a choice for me. It is a need. I find it so difficult trying to date and after a few when things turn to desires, the responses I receive are intrigued but not enough to give up pussy or disgusted. My goal has increased to have a full AO relationship (preferably in a D/s or M/s dynamic) with zero clit stimulation in hopes of pierced chastity someday blended with orgasm control and denial .
Thankfully I have found some amazingly like-minded people here and on Fetlife. My hope is the more I’m honest, put myself out there, and talk about my needs, it will find me. Here’s to hoping!
Thank you all for helping decrease the stigma around AO. It’s natural. It’s amazing. And I choose it.
I am a single lady, 43 in New England, US. My story begins at a very young age, just before puberty, where I found that things placed anally felt amazing. I felt ashamed, as this was not considered “normal” for a young lady. So I hid my insertions. Pencils, pens, markers, hairbrush handles. I never used my pussy ever. It just didn’t feel the same. The anal sensations were incredible. As I went through my teens & 20s, sex was sex. I found it difficult to orgasm. Rarely was there anal, but when there was, & it was long enough, I would have the most mind-bending orgasms (with clit stimulation).
It wasn’t until I met my first Dom at 28 that my world changed. He trained me as an anal submissive and it was a true awakening. I was allowed to reveal my anal desires and became enthralled in this world. Plugged constantly when not in use, my ass became the center of my sexuality. Anal training every night, used two or three times a day, enemas, always plugged. It was a life I thrived in. Yet not all relationships last and after a few years we parted. It wasn’t until my mid-30s that I found a second Dom, anal only as well. A year of bliss, back where I should be, constantly used & plugged. He introduced the idea of pierced & locked vaginal chastity and at first I couldn’t ever imagine it. But he planted the seed and it has grown into a strong desire. As well as orgasm control and denial, which at first was challenging but drove me deeper into anal and submission.
After that relationship ended, I tried to escape this life. I tried to deny it. I’ve had several regular relationships and all failed. It’s been 6 years and I finally understand now that AO isn’t a choice for me. It is a need. I find it so difficult trying to date and after a few when things turn to desires, the responses I receive are intrigued but not enough to give up pussy or disgusted. My goal has increased to have a full AO relationship (preferably in a D/s or M/s dynamic) with zero clit stimulation in hopes of pierced chastity someday blended with orgasm control and denial .
Thankfully I have found some amazingly like-minded people here and on Fetlife. My hope is the more I’m honest, put myself out there, and talk about my needs, it will find me. Here’s to hoping!
Thank you all for helping decrease the stigma around AO. It’s natural. It’s amazing. And I choose it.