I would never have imagined that a community like this even existed, but here I am. I love anal (I don't even know why), but it's my greatest desire for most of my life. I once had a girlfriend who I tried anal with and she liked it very much, so that we almost went anal only (without the need to call it that way). She also loved to lick my anus and put her fingers inside me, but I did not enjoy the latter as much as I would want, which is sad. I never experienced an anal orgasm myself, which always dissapointed me. I do love to ride dildos, yet I always have to use my hands to wank.
And the saddest part is, that my current girlfriend is ok with anal like once every three months, but she doesn't enjoy it, which makes me feel like a rapist. And she also doesn't have any interest in taking me analy.
Has someone similar experiences?