I were with a friend, male as well my back then best buddy lol. We shared this immensely trippy imagination were we were physically,our whole body, inside the ass of a girl. And we wanted to"come inside the ass of a woman one day".
Well, this is many years ago now... But I am so very addicted to anal porn, and the anal only lifestyle. I caaan't help it. I am turned on when women use only their ass or their throats. I feel weird, but I am sooo turned on by this. I don't want the woman to surgically remove anything, which I've seen around. To physically remove functional parts of the nervous system is something I don't apply into.
What should I do with my life?