Ultimately this led to me having a recurring fissure that ruined my sexlife and my feelings about being able yo be a successful Anal free-use girl.
I was fortunate enough to meet a partner whos been extremely patient and encouraging in my anal recovery journey.
I also recently had a Doctor finally listen to me and in November I was given botox to allow my culo to heal.
It will be 3 months of no penetration by the end of January, and I “should” be a brand new, virgin cum dump-in-training.
My Papi and I plan to start my training with plugs, fingers, breathing exercises.
I really want to be able to please him and his friends(our combined goal) with my learned skills. And Im very hopeful for my new hole and pray that Im able to take what I deserve, when I deserve it
This forum is everything Ive been looking for, I love hearing all these perspectives.
Being trans, its often hard to relate to the Cisgender world. But knowing there are women who truly believe they also deserve anal, gives me a sense of belonging and connection.
Cant wait to post more about my Journey as a re-born Anal virgin!
