It's been almost a month into the new year and it has been a lot of fun but a lot of learning and growing along my anal training and AO lifestyle journey.
I must say that staying 100% AO has not happened... I had an AO month before I went to see Sir, but he likes some vaginal play and intercourse. I do too, however, it is clear that anal is still and will be our preference. This is good enough for me.
I have been really into edging and ruining orgasms in order to stay on edge as much as possible. I only cum for Sir, not on my own unless he has instructed me to and I love it.
I love my 1.25 inch steel plug. The aquamarine jewel looks amazing between my ass cheeks and the size is something I am still training with. Since I wear it for hours at a time, sometimes overnight, adjusting from a 1" to 1.25" wide and 2" to about 3" in length is taking time. It's a lot of fun.
Silicone lube is life. It is the best thing ever next to natural oils such as peach kernel or almond. I am obsessed with using the silicone lube. It sucks that I can't use it with vibes and dildos for deeper penetration but it has led me to something amazing.
I have really fallen in love with fingering myself. So so so much better than fingering my pussy. My vagina always dries up when I finger myself but never stops dripping when they're in my asshole. Loving to finger myself has led me towards the next step of getting all my fingers inside me as deep as I can go. As of now I can't get my hand in past my knuckles, but that and eventually all the way to my wrist are my goals with that. Sir is thoroughly pleased with my discovery and encourages this as well, making it all the more enjoyable.
I am totally a size queen and I love to see my asshole gaping open. It's so beautiful. Something I like to do is get myself gaping really good so that I maintain a small "natural" gape before I go out. There is something so erotic about opening up my asshole.
That's all for my update. It is SO good to have a place to share these experiences and reflections, and people to share them with.
Sir Butts-a-Lot wrote:That certainly sounds like quite a lot of progress! Sounds like your ass has been under some heavy training haha! I’m glad you and your guy are both mutually enjoying it, if anything that’s one of the most important things in my opinion thanks for sharing, hope to see more updates in the future if you do achieve anal fisting! Rock on!
Thanks! Training has never been so fun!!
And as for the anal fisting my one little bit of advice is to make sure you're nails are super short and filed down really well. It's something I am going to keep working on so I will post an update when I finally get all the way in...
Damn do I really have to go to work?? I want to just stay home and assturbate all day lol