it's my another attempt; if I still think, after all those years, about being AO, using only my ass and being caged, it means it was probably meant to be like that.
This time I'm not trying to just start being AO indefinitively; I'll try that just for 30 days and then decide.
For me it's not only about sexuality, but also about being calm and energetic, since this is what I need.
I'll write my diary here: https://analonlymalediary.bdsmlr.com/
Let me know if you are curious and want some updates here as well.