Im 34m from Poland, completely addicted to anal since i remember.
For me, even in my early teenage years, female butt was something that I was mostly attracted to. I never related to my peers, talking about pussies - in my mind there was always sweet, gorgeous butt with that magnificent hole in the center, waiting to be admired, caressed, kissed, licked and finally penetrated... <3
And obviously, when I discovered porn, and saw anal first time, that was the only area that I was interested in...
In subsequent years, these preferences have only deepened, and over time have also begun to expand to.. my own butthole
I still remember my puzzled mother wondering what happened to that cucumber she bought for a salad for dinner 
I started playing with my own butt when I was around 15, and immediately got hooked on it. It was so exciting, but also surprisingly pleasurable for me. Even just touching my anus or area around it makes me so much more aroused. Quickly that almost integral part of masturbating. Unfortunately, the dark part of it is... that I started to feel like some kind of freak - being so much into this kind of things, even before I had any relationship with a girl... And when I met my first girlfriend, i really struggled to give her what she wanted - and that wasn't anal at all... And our sex life was complete failure, what took away my confidence in dealing with women for few years... Then in my early twenties I met that a bit crazy girl, which was openminded in bed and we experienced together our first anal... We loved it and it quickly became our main part of sex live. She even started to play with my butt from time to time and I realized, that this is what I enjoyed and need mostly
Sadly, she quickly started to need more and more attention on her pussy, and for her to even touch my butt I had to ask really hard.In following years I some other relationships - one lasted even few years (I even got pegged few times, but also that was something for what i had to ask... ), some of them few weeks, some few months. Some girls liked anal a bit, but for most of them that was completely forbidden area.
And now again: I'm single - 34 yo single, straight analonly man, loving having his ass penetrated sooooo much, that i think I wouldn't even mind to abandon my cock, for a sake of having my ass pounded as a main activity in the bad
Assuming of course that would be a thing that my woman would be into Writing here this short story of my sex life made my actually quite confused... From one side - I want really to accept this part of who I am and wish, that finally I'll find that other half, with whom we'll both be able to fulfill our needs. But from the other... part of me wants to get rid of that kinks from my head in sake of building normal, healthy relationship. But I just don't think its possible
